Raven

Well I need some extra cash for cosplay XP... So I'm going to be selling some of my old clothes on ebay. If anyone would care to take a look here's the two links.

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=180343390028

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&item=180343387891

ok i need help deciding if these wigs are good quality and which ones I should get. cuz i really suck on decissons about wigs or anything that has to do with wigs
*edit* I found another wig and more for Haruhi
( Possible Wigs )

ok i already miss everyone and there's nothing to do here XPP, but i guess it'll be a good chance to catch up on my sewing.

I already feel dead with out all of u guys lol(rosie,jimmy,alyssa, and my wifey aubree).

Omg this morning was so horrible...:( just thinking about it makes me want to cry... Ok so u know those dreams where u get so mad at a person and ur so mad u can feel it idk how to explain it but ur crazy mad? lol and when u wake up ur mad at that person. Well i had a dream, well i guess u can call it a nightmare(for me it really was),that was pretty similar but i was extremely sad and I couldnt stop crying. It was the saddest i have ever felt...In my nightmare idk i was in my senior year of highschool and my dad was fine and he didnt have cancer in my dream and next thing i know he died. everyone tried making me feel better but for some reason it didnt work it just made it worse. occassionally in my dream i would just try and forget about it so i could actually function(but idk what happend when i wasnt crying). but everything i saw reminded me of him and i would start bawling my eyes out. Which made me realize how truly scared i am of losing my dad.. so all i could do when i woke up was lay there in bed all covered up until i finally built up enough nerve to actually get up. even though i know it wasnt real im still really shaken up about it..


ok in other news(not sad but funny)

my cousin went to this theatre thing for acting and i kinda just sat there and obsereved them all lol. So when we were done we sat outside on a bench waiting for her mom and this weird asian guy on a bike came up and was hitting on me! LOL well thats what my cousin said he was doing, I couldnt understand a goddamn word he was saying so i just kept saying "idk", "uhhh no". lol it was really funny though.

As for cosplay I am so excited to be Black Rose Duelist Kozue from Utena and cosplay the girl with long blue hair from Lucky Star!!!!!!!!

Omg i wish it wasnt over... i kinda am cuz i was seriously melting..... but i am so proud of myself i did my first naruto cosplays ever and they all came out pretty good ^^... i cant wait to do more.

First day I was tsunade I had so much. and it was pretty funny everyone was molesting my balloon boobs but when people did that they'd start to pop out of my bra after a while. We got there kinda late so theres nothing really too say except it was really fun and PikminLink's dad makes me laugh.lol

the next day i dressed up as Snj gaara for 20 mins lol. then went back to the room to finish up tenten and ino. then we had a giant forum dinner gathering and my group went to fresh choice its was so good. then when we got back i dressed up as Ino with my friend Aubree as sakura and occasionally we'd fight over sasuke but we'd go forget it and became a yuri couple it was great. i <3 Aubree my wife( i cant wait to be Karin with her as Sakura ^^). and we went to the naruto gethering where i was the only ino and the only member of team 10...which made me sad :(... oh well i was team 10 lol. then we just went back to the room and practiced our skit.

the last day I was ino all day and we practiced our skit some more and did it at the masq. Our skit was us as the Konoha naruto girls doing the talent show"jingle bells rock" dance from mean girls. it was great!!! and we won best in novice!!!!!! there was more stuff that went on but this is the main part and it was just a great con i cant wait for comiccon!!!!!!!!!

ok I am practically done with the rival jacket!! yay!! all i have to do is attach the zipper ^^. after that ill do touch ups on my ino costume so tomorrow all ill have to work on is gaara and swimsuit. then ill just finish the swimsuit on thursday and ill be all set for sacanime friday!! omg i cant wait!!!

im so excited not only am I gonna cosplay from naruto finally ill have three naruto cosplays to wear!!!!!!!!!!

Also i've always wanted to do this and alyssa and rosie said that they were going to do this for the next school year that is coming up(so of course i have to do it to cuz the idea is just too cool). Which is we're gonna make school uniforms from our favorite anime's and wear them to school. but Rosie and Alyssa will be wearing them all the time while ill wear them once or twice a week.

So far these are the ones im gonna make(cuz i dont know what other ones they wanna make)

Ouran Haruhi:
-highschool(female and male uniforms)
-middleschool
-lobedia

Fruitsbasket:
-Hanajima
-Rin

Utena:
-Kozue

The Melacncholy of Haruhi Suzumiya:
-Yuki Nagato

Higurashi:
-Rena Ryuuga

Sailormoon:
-Sailor Saturn's school uniform

?Air?:
???

and i dont know who else lol

well today seemed like a long day. this morning?/last night?? ummm lets say 3 in the morning. Rosie really wanted to sleep and so did Phillip cuz they had to work in the morning. so we all fell asleep in alyssa's room. Sadly me and alyssa couldnt fall asleep for like 3 hours after. It also really didnt help that jimmy kept rolling around and bumping into me but thats ok i woke him up in the morning.

so around...umm 3pm me, alyssa, and rosie went to the fabric store and micheals. Rosie was going to buy tenten fabric so i kinda just had to come out and say i was making it for her as a thank u for everything shes done for me but i wanted it to be a surprize. well lets just say i didnt get the reaction i was looking for and im not making her anything that has to do with cosplay again unless she ask for help. So i gave her the parts i was working on which was like 50% done and she's going to finish it up.


So i went home and i was about to take a shower then jimmy came over trying to make me come over in my all nastiness. but i just kept telling him no i need a shower first. so finally he gave up and i won yay! ...yah that was my exciting new day and now im gonna go finish jimmy's rival jacket and sasuke.

omg today jimmy and i were suppose to sew but i was way too lazy and tired to so i barely did anything at all so i just sat there and goofed off. later though me, jimmy, and rosie all went to alyssa's house and watched john tucker must die. after tim left we started to play that truth or dare game again. Like the first one me and jimmy had to kiss(yah...that was pretty special... XP lol), i had to kiss aubree, i had to eat this weird thing(mustard, ketchup, bbq sauce and something else mixed together) on alyssa's nose, say the abc's under water, climb on the shelf thing above the refrigrerator(sp? idk i cant spell im too tired), alyssa gave me two wet willies, and other stuff. OH YAH! i also had to dress up in my friend alyssa's jiraya costume XDDD it was so funny.

but yah i had fun but i have to sit down and really work but im a day ahead of schedule which is ok i guess cuz i goofed off all day today. but what really sucks is that i didnt pass my ap 11 english test, i got a 2.... oh well better then a 1

yesterday was a lot of fun i really liked it. except when we played truth or dare and aubree had to lick carmel off my neck that was the worse. what was even worse alyssa mistook the syrup for carmel so i had syrup all over my shirt but thats ok i guess i hugged jimmy later and he was wearing white

Also i spent the night at alyssa's and me, aubree, and alyssa all slept in alyssa's bed and i fell into the dark abyss aka the crack in between her bed and the wall. so yah thats where i was when i first wokeup and i couldnt get out cuz aubree was right next to me lol. but after i really woke i just became extremely depressed and i still am.... idk even know why really... well i probably do but i dont care i just wanna feel better

omg i love the show the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya! Yuki is the coolest!! ever since I saw Ebbie dress up as haruhi i always wanted to watch it but it wasnt until rosie and jimmy started to watch it, that i started to as well. but im so excited to cosplay as yuki now even though im not doing penelo now but thats ok..

Im really excited for alyssa's party though i just hop im not all grumpy cuz pms but im pretty i wont be cuz this time im just having the blah's aka im all yuki status.. but ill make sure i take some medicine just incase.


Also im so excited that my brother is going to be honey when we do ouran, but the only thing that'll suck is me and him wont be wearing contacts(well hopefully i will) and my brother wont be wearing a wig or bleaching his hair. but its ok ill just style his hair like honey(except his hair is a lil longer but thats ok) also his hair is pretty blonde.

Anyway i never took senior pics cuz i never got anything in the mail about it so yah idk what to do i guess ill call the place tomorrow.

Things left to do for sac anime:

Tsunade- estimated time 2 days
finish top
buy shoes
do some applique on the robe

Politoed swimsuit-estimated time 2 days
make it lol

Snj Gaara-estimated time 1 day
attach waits band
hem it
put elastic in the pants
refind shorts

TJ Ino-estimated time 1 day or 1/2 day
attach new buttons
hem skirt
put elastic in for the fishnet

secret cosplay- 2days


so i have exactly 8 days left so i better buckle down after tomorrow

yah im going to try and post to livejournal daily but itll be hard. anyway there's no more drama yay but tim has been getting mad at everyone for dumb reasons and not being that nice. though i think he's ok now(like he's not mad), so its all good cuz he's my friend and he's still awesome. Also he does have a point my life mainly consist of cosplay and i realized this before he started getting mad about it. Which makes me really sad because I got in a fight with my mom the other day and we were screaming at each other and she said,"All you care about is sewing". Which actually made me cry cuz thats not true.

Good news is my dad is home! yay! now i have someone too tease me....a lot... lol...

Also with cosplay im so excited about it even thought after comic con ill only be able to go to silicon and fanime but its better then none. I saw the melancholy of haruhi suzumoniya(sp?) or whatever its called. All I have to say is that its so bizarre and i wanna cosplay from it but im sad now cuz everyone wants to do that and kinda bailed out of the FF12 group(except jimmy) but I guess I'm not doing that anymore for fanime... *sigh*

So far my fanime list:

Millia-Rage
Lucrecia Cresent
Fairy Paine
Yuki
SNJ Shikamaru
Larxene
(maybe...idk..) secret cosplay
and i think that's it

The good news is it's official I can go to Sac Anime woot! I finally badgered my mom enough until she said yes!and i have money for it now ^^

the bad news is I cant go to any other cons after comic con now!!!!!! im hella pissed... but im going to Silicon and fanime idc what she says.. also i might go to sac anime during the winter I'll just say im spending the night at a friends house for two days and i'll be coming home late ;)

well....*sigh*....still i was really lookin forward to JTAF..... oh well

ok today this morning my mom took my dad to the hospital, while I was asleep. SO i wasn't able to say good bye, but I'll see him in a week same with my brother. So i guess its girls week heh. I've been trying to work on my costumes but i get so distracted by lil things i just need to sit in my room with no tv and just work. Its kinda hard though when the only things u need to work on left is at ur friends house being dyed XP.... Oh well I guess I can work on my swimsuit. Just I need to find my seam ripper so I can take it apart and fix it...

Also the other day Rosie styled my Ino/Tsunade wig!! yay it looks perfect when its in pig tails for Tsunade but i might fix somethings on it for Ino. Just because I was looking at the picture of Ino and realized what we did wrong with the bangs clipped back and redo the ponytail(only because my cat knocked it over last night and it got ruined XXXPPPP). Also I'm starting to work on something for someone(they probably know who it is too and what it is but im gonna keep it a secret just incase ;) )

man that naruto ramen episode made me super hungry for ramen, so i had it for lunch today lol. also im so excited cuz my mom is getting panda express for dinner on her way home!! ^^

I guess its back to somewhat sewing

ok yah i admit i might have been moody for a while but i've been trying to keep it under control as best as i can. Sadly i think that time of month is coming I just hope so, so i dont have it for Sac Anime. Anyway I've finished my TJ Ino costume, besides the fishnet parts but Rosie still needs to dye them black anyway. Hopefully Ill finish my swim suit by Monday, since I can't work on it today or tomorrow XP. Then after that all I have to work on is my snj Gaara ^^ since im putting my Princess Snow cosplay off till next Sac Anime.

This isnt that much the one I really have to worry about is ComicCon. I need to make the giant prop for our skit(with the help of rosie and tim), buy another Raven wig and have YuffieK style it, buy and make Ravens dress, and make the bunny suit for BB. Oh yes i almost forgot I need to make my Tsunade cosplay as well XP, thank god all of these cosplays are easy.

But right now with all this stress to finish everything. I'm still really excited for everything!! ^^

Lately me and my friends have been designing cosplays(mainly pokemon) and its so much fun ^^. i love designing costumes its the best, well besides actually wearing it. Also I swear I already have everything planned out for my cosplay schedule till Fanime though I know some things will chang but on slight things.

and i am so excited to make my Penelo cosplay!!! and my fanime 08 costumes will actually be decent unlike my fanime 07 ones cuz ill actually have time to make them perfect. Since im not going to any cons between January and April. Im also so excited to do Millia!! I love guilty gear so much actually more then soul calibur.

Sadly I'm really not that excited to do our secret masq. costumes for fanime, I actually don't care if we do them i just want to be in the masq. with my friends. Though I am excited about working with **^%$$@$%&! lol(sry thats a secret too).

P.S. I love my friends!!... and Alyssa lol

It has been crazy the last month. Well let me update u a lil what has happend so far after Fanime. After fanime i got really sick not just one of those colds where u think ur sick and ur just tired but really sick. I had 100 fever. I felt like such crap. Sadly I had no time to rest because two days after I had Finals XP. Which i tried studying really hard for. So far i only know what I got on three of them French 3 I got a 72 C-(not so good), Algebra 2 80 B-(how the hell did i manage that?? seriously!), and chemistry 86 B+(thank goodness he gave us a lil card we could write on and i could write anything i wanted on my periodic table, cuz i wrote down all the answers for the final on them lol). finally after I was done testing nonstop I've been hanging out with my friends. It's been so much fun despite all the drama. Im just glad its over well atleast calmed down a lot.

Also Rosie, Alyssa, Tim, Jimmy, and I have been planning so many cosplays!! and im so excited to cosplay with Jimmy some more cuz he's awesome. Another thing is I cant wait for Sac Anime^^!! but now my mom says i might not be able to go! idk y cuz my dad has no doctor appointments, they said it was because of money, but i usually dont get money from them for cons. But i do need rosie to sell some of my things so I can go cuz i really need the money. anyway my bro needs the comp or else id update u more on my boring life.

On my second Finals Day. I took Chemistry and Algebra 2, those were were hard atleast the Algebra one was.

On the Third/last day of Finals I had US History and English AP 11. History was surprisingly easy and English XP i don't even want to talk about it I just hope I got a 100/140 so I can at least have a C in the class.

Today is Christmas woot!!
It was ok, I got sewing supplies (cutting board, pizza cutter for fabric), Spirited Away, Ipod, Sex Pistols Shirt, Night of the Living Dead Poster and some money. Amazingly I had fun at my Grandparents house. Too bad one of my relatives wasnt there cuz I hate her and I wanted to dress all super goth to piss her off. Anyway Happy holidays everyone!

Ok I took my first two finals today. they were really easy(French 3 and Art AP). I have this really weird story.

During the French final barely before it started. I look through the tiny window in the door and I see someones face and it looks like there trying to tell me something, but i can only see the middle of their nose and up. So I'm all WTF?? is that Nathalie WTTTFFFF?? So I look down for a second and i look back and shes gone. So I was like am i on drugs?? Idk it was weird so Nathalie walks in (for some reason even though she has psychology not French). She turns to madame bignan and ask can i ask someone something.
So she walks up to my desk and ask "Do you have a pad"? Everyone busted out laughing and i told her no sorry. It turned out she asked for a pen. So she got one from someone and went back to class. Madame Bignan was just standing there with a look of WTH?? It was really funny. It turns out she coudlnt find one and Curtis was offering her a whole bunch but i guess she just wanted to annoy Madame Bignan or something. She's weird but I love her.

So tomorrow I have my two hardest finals Chemistry and Algebra 2 XPP, but I still don't think I'm going to fail. Ill still study...just to be safe..

I went to school.

We didnt do anything except review for finals.

English was the best. I love that class and i actually said something....I felt special ^^

Oh yah me and my friend got into a stupid fight. It all started at lunch, me and my friends sit on a cement block. everyone had their back packs on it, so there was no where to sit and so i took them all down so i can eat and i have room. then my friend iris started yelling at me that i took her spot but she was never sitting there. her backpack was there but she wasnt so i said to bad. then she tried sitting on my back so i elbowed her in the back really hard. and she got all mad and said im never talking to u again rachel. So while i was eating my orange i always give half to her and i asked if she wanted some and she kept ignoring me. i hate it when people ignore me. so i went up to her and said heres ur orange eat it!! and smashed it all in her face. so of course she got really mad and started chasing me. my damn scarf had to be all flowing behind me so she grabbed it and she pulled me down while choking me with it. apparently she had grabbed the other half and she shoved it into my face, well mainly my hair. since my hair was all in my face and after i had chunks of orange in my hair. it was so gross XP. but after she was talking to me and we were laughing. ^^ i love iris.

Today so far I've been sitting in front of the computer. Occasionally I'll get up and work on my red mage cloak. I have all the pieces cut out I just need to sew it all together.

I also made gingerbread men cookies, they were so cool. I made mine look like the ones from the teen titan episode mother mae-eye XP.

Oh and I watched The Incredibles. I love that movie and now I really want to make a Violet Incredible costume!!

Yah thats all I did today...